Aliens and implants

So how was my 18th birthday experience explained? Just before my 33rd birthday I had a powerful dream, where I was taken back to the summer of 1981 - the time when number 18 was given to me. In the dream there were lots of flying saucers among other things. I was offered some kind of an explanation for my childhood nightmares, but I was still too scared to confront it. So I backed of and lost the chance. However, my new interest in numerology made me transform the main elements and persons of the dream into numbers. I was amazed to find out almost all of them were 1's and 11's (I think 7 of both).

(Now I'm approaching a subject that is difficult and even frightening to some people. If the following story makes you feel uneasy, don't worry - these things are not necessary to deal with in detail unless they become relevant through personal experience.)

A few days after this dream I told about it and about the enigmatic numbers at a meeting of likeminded people. I also told about the ear pain I'd had in 1984. At this stage a clairvoyant person present who was present at the meeting said there was a disturbance in my aura near my right ear. He said it meant there was an implant - an artificial object inserted there. At first I didn't quite know whether to take it seriously or not, but within the next 6 months three other clairvoyants confirmed the matter.

It turned out there were actually two implants, used by self-serving beings to keep me under their control and also to "access" certain people near me. They had at least to some extent influecend the severe depression periods I'd had since my childhood. I eventually agreed to have the implants removed, which took place in May 2000 when I was in Gotland, Sweden, for the second time. The "operation" was done by the same woman I'd bought the necklace from. I understood the night terrors I'd experienced at least since the age of 2 where caused by these beings. Also I'm inclined to believe my childhood nightmares of reptile monsters were associated. I hadn't faced many of these nocturnal "attacks" after the age of 20, but they seemed to reoccur in early 2000. I managed to protect myself through visualizing a sphere of light, but a 10-year old girl in the same house saw the beings as frightening small round-headed figures.

After the implants, which were ethereal (not physical), the attacks ceased. They have occasionally reoccured afterwards; it seems my "friends" have tried to reimplant me, but I've learned how to protect myself. In any case it was apparent that my ear pain in 1984 had been caused by the insertion or activation of one of the implants. In a regression hypnosis I came up with a very tall being looking like a praying mantis, inserting the implant behind my ear already in 1981. However, I don't trust these hypnosis "memories". My dreams have also hinted that my late father and two sisters were involved, but I don't want to go into that before we've talked about this together.

Becoming aware of this kind of creatures and my own intimate relationship with them, made me ever more willing to become a "light worker" and recomment others to protect themselves from this kind of groups. Now I believe I've pretty much shaken them off, but I expect some day to settle things with them. It's not that I feel hate or need to revenge; I just wish to let them know what I feel and hope they would understand their responsibility. I also hope they would learn to act in a loving way, thus helping themselves as well.

I believe my experience with the Crabwood alien crop circle (2002) is related. The crop circles have in general opened many doors for me. I've had many synchronistic experiences in connection with them, ever since opening my FCCI site in 1997.

Merkabah

As soon as 1998 I first bumped into the Merkabah meditation when visiting England. I even tried to learn it with the help of an audio tape I'd received, but it felt all too complicated and bizarre at that time, so I soon gave up. In the beginning of 2000 I read Bob Frissell's "Nothing in this book is true, but it's exactly how things are", which had a strong impact on me. The book also talked about the Merkabah and other teachings of Drunvalo Melchizedek's Flower of Life organization. In 2001 I read the Finnish translations of "The Secret of the Flower of Life". Inspired by these, I started to manifacture three-dimensional Merkabah images.

Having spent most of the year 2001 and beginning of 2002 going through heavy "relationship training", in the summer of 2002 I had a period of extraordinary dreams. In a few of them I was taken to the pyramids of Egypt and South America and given some information relating to them. The most staggering was a dream where I met some kind of priest, who took me through an initiation process of some sort. As a result I made a brief but profound trip to the higher dimensions (of which I just remember the breath-taking sensation). Then I was informed that I was ready to take part in the Flower of Life weekend course and learn the Merkabah meditation.

Miehen Merkaba-tähtitetraedrikenttä

The course was in July. There I finally understood the dream I was having when I was woken up by the voice shouting the number 18 inside my head. In the dream I was a part of a large crowd of people escaping some great threat. We were moving in one front and came to a long wall, with individual gates for everyone. We passed the gates and ended up on a large paved field, which I took as an airport. On the other side of it there were countless golden capsules, suitable to fit in one person, shining in the sunlight.

I hurried towards my own capsule, or vessel, what ever it was. I noticed at this stage that there was another person next to me, slightly behind so that I couldn't see who it was. I think it was a woman, shorter than me. As we arrived at the capsule, which looked somehow like a big "barrell" in an upright position, an entrance opened on its side. I had to step up to reach the entrance. When I saw the interior of the capsule, I was stunned. There was a control room with the walls filled with complex looking gadgets and lights. I had no idea how to make this thing lift off. Exactly at this point the voice woke me up.

In Merkabah meditation you activate your light body by visualizing the star tetrahedron shaped energy field around your body. This shape is the 3-dimensional counterpart of the star of David. During the meditation the energetic center of the body is lifted from the third chakra, the solar plexus, to the fourth, the heart chakra. It is also the center of Christ consciousness. This happens through visualizing a golden sphere enclosing the entire star tetrahedron and lifting it higher. The lower part of the star tetrahedron is then left out below the sphere, as some kind of a base.

There are 18 breaths in the meditation, of which only the first 17 are taught in the course. The 18th breath is supposed to be received intuitively at the right time. This final breath makes the light body spin at full speed, turning it into a personal interdimensional space ship. The meditation is not easy, because you have to concentrate on visualization, breathing in the correct way and finger positions (mudras) simultaneously.

I believe the "barrell-like" golden capsule in my dream was the activated Merkabah vehicle with the surrounding sphere lifted to the heart center. Seen outside this would look a bit like a round barrell standing on its base. The confusing controls inside symbolized the complicated phases of the meditation. The figure 18 answered the question of how to make the vessel lift off; by using the 18th breath. The right time to enter your personal Merkabah vehicle and move with it into the higher vibrational reality, must be at least when there is a great threat on our planet at the physical plane. This seemed to be the case with the crowd in the dream, escaping some sort of a catastrophy.

So the important of the Merkabah meditation was presented to me when I was just 14 years old - not able to grasp any of this information. Maybe it's not a coincidence that the most important breath in the meditation before the final one is the 14th. This is the breath during which the energy center is moved from the solar plexus into the heart.

Time

The next important phase occurred in the spring of this year, around early May. A series of amazing coincidences lead me back to the events of my childhood. I encountered people from my past, which made me go through unfinished emotional processes. Especially meaningful was a process that dealt with the heave emotional turmoil I had experienced when I was 18. Now 18 years later (while writing these I'm a few days short of 37) I once again had to go back to those painful emotions.

All this lasted just two or three weeks, and afterwards aI was very grateful for the opportunity of growth. I learned I could not detach from my own past, nor deny the existence of my childhood self within my current being. The only right way to deal with the problems of the past is to cleanse all painful memories associated with it, hence intergrating all the experiences of the past into your current personality. At the same time the current self is intergrated with the past and perhaps even the future into the present. We must become fully balanced and whole - even in time!

This period suitably occurred in 2003, because it seems the concept of time is quite a hot topic this year. There were special expectations associtated with this theme in August. I've written and talked a lot about this, after all my expedition to the crop circle area of England was timed at the alleged termination of the "Montauk time wave" on Aug 12, 2003. I got news about a "time portal" that was supposed to open Aug 8-9 - three months before the Harmonic Concordance moment. I don't know whether people had any significant experiences related to this, perhaps it was just a prelude to later events. As for my conclusions about Aug 12, you can read in my article "Conduit closed?".

According to the Mayan calendar the flow of time gets tighter and tighter as we approach 2012. As the past and the future get closer to each other, the connection between our thoughts and our physical surroundings becomes ever more intensive and direct. At the same time as time compresses, the physical and ethereal realities mix with each other. And when they finally overlap totally, we move into a timeless existence without past and future as we know them. Most of us can't grasp this concept yet, but I believe this will change soon.

666 -> 999

Finally I wish to explain how I see the importance of 666, as it can be found in the Celtic spiral symbol. 666 is the number of matter, the three-dimensional physical world and the physical human being. Attaching to it restricts your spiritual growth. People and institutions serving its energy, with the aid of materialistic values and physical technology only, can be seen as the Apocalyptic "beast", leading us into the wrong way. The number itself of course is not evil!

The symmetry within this number (very much with the help of the "18-key") gives us a choice to see it the other way round, as 999. This is the number of the spirit, symbolizing the transmutation from heavy physical values into the higher-vibrational energies. The 9 in 666 can also be found by counting 6+6+6=18, 1+8=9.

In the star of the Harmonic Concordance, we can see the Earth triangle, the "666 triangle" and the Water triangle, the "999 triangle", coming together as one. It becomes 696 or 969 as seen in the Celtic Spiral!

(don't you agree?)

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So this was a story of my own experiences, more or less related with the themes of this time and the Harmonic Concordance. I want to thank all the people, angels and opportunities that have helped me go forward on my path. I hope I have at least assured you of my own devotion to these things, and possibly inspired you to join and co-create a brave new harmonious world!

Martin Keitel, Oct 28, 2003

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